Commitment. 

Why didn’t you reciprocate me with your love when I am so deeply in love with you. Now when my love is fading away, you’re all around me. We lack of communication, our relationship ain’t as strong as we thought we were. If we was, I wouldn’t be shaken so easily. I am trying to give us another chance, I am trying so very hard to find back the love I’ve lost. I believe somewhere inside me, I still love you. 

You might not think the same, but we are incompatible. You are so you; talking about big houses, super cars like you have a clue. I am just me, I don’t want a luxurious life like you, I want a stable life, I don’t want to worry bout the loan for cars, bills for big house. I tried putting myself in your shoe, I tried to think like you. I completely don’t understand. We come from two different world. The thought bout you now simply disgusts me. 

I don’t know what to do. I like him, but I know I love you. My heart can’t be split into two, even if I can’t be with him, I can’t pretend I love you all the time. A part of me thinks it’s just infatuation, maybe i’ll be over him soon when our relationship gets better. He might just be the one to divert my attention from you for awhile. Since you’re not making me really happy. Frankly speaking you don’t. You don’t get me, you don’t know what I want, even if I do tell you, you just pretend you didn’t know.